words for today

I had came across Jess's post just now.
and I do think that it's the words I have been looking for for you so far
-during all these speechless moments I had been with you/not finding you,whereby I can't find myself a word to you anymore but a silent killing heartache left within me.no one would know the pain but unless Him.
and I found these words today.

"I know sometimes we think that life is pretty much the same even though we keep coming back to church week in and out. But i want to assure you that the LORD has done a lot on the inside of you, be it spiritually or the way you think. And it is that molding that has shaped us into who we are today. Never let the devil tell you coming to church is not important. Otherwise, he wouldn't be so actively distracting the believers, would he?

Stay sharp,
Ps KEV "

He give the words to you rather than I.
What should I really have to say with you anymore?who knows.

要是真的是这样子，我想对你说抱歉。。
对不起。。

hmm yea..I'm back again !haha
Just like I got a lot wanna be expressed recently .
So like I'm better coming back to my comfort place where always allowed me to be shouting out loud here~

"The world is made for you too.
Enjoy it, explore it, experience it. Don't hold back.
It is God's gift to you. Don't be a wallflower in the dance of life. "
Therefore I choose not to hold back anymore ,and
be the dancing queen in my dancing floor of life.

I see things changing in my life lately.
I can say it's in a better form.
My family,my friends and me.
I know, it's the changing in the spiritual form.
I'm grateful for all the prayers from leaders and friends ,prayer is always the most precious gift for me that nothing can be replacing it indeed.

I will keep giving my faith in.I'm really excited with the vision You shown to me.
Though there's many unknowns on path way,some hurt which is necessary to come across before the glorify
yet I'm excited with this.

Sometimes,I do hope I could do more than this for You.
really.
I know the inner me is so little,that I'm desiring for the expansion You will do on me.
I'm willing for the operation.
So I can make this for You.
May help me to glorify You for days and days.
Where I felt my satisfaction would only comes fully from glorifying You in my life.
Let me testimony You more in my life,and may Your glory falls.

I do appreciate You do speaks to me through Xueqi.
I know it would be an very important exam for me.
Yea,an very important one.
I shall not holding myself back anymore,
and be the air freshener-spread the joy of You in the air.
I will do my best you know, Daddy.Thank you.
Thanks for keep changing me.♥

And you,sometimes I do confused.
However, I know where my mind should be going on already.

I just saw a quote on fb :

"A woman's heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek Him just to find her." — Max Lucado

I found it's so right.don't you?