I'm tired..

can i just stay in my lil world silently...?

最后一次

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千言万语还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 (我永远爱你)

心走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心

I just found this song out from internet.Really nice and very touch as well.

this song has many different versions story .
one of these is saying a 17yrs old girl who has cancer.She wrote this song and sang it to a boy.After she finish singing it she died.

I think this is what all of us wanted to say to our loved one when we know our life has to put a full stop to it. But how many of us have 最后一次 to express our love?

Like the earthquake in China, no one has expected it. Most of the victims don't have the chance to tell their loved one how much they love and value them...

Life is fragile, so cherish all your loved one. If you truly love them, tell them every now and then.

P/S: anyone having dis song?send to me plzzzz~ :3

Finally finals over d! pheww*
First of all,my audit is dying according my common sense to wat i did in exam hall but subconsciously my heart telling me i will get pass my audit with the one day work @@ yaya i'm just accepting it for my holiday's sake hahahah..
And i'm believing in You my Lord..

And yet I have not plan for my holiday ,i the worst one as a person have no plan after finals! T.T I'm so desiring for sea,sun,sand!BEACHH~

Last week i had been attending 'A4J Awakening For Jesus' conference for 4days full.And it's ONE more day for me to study my audit!! T_______T but i just know that i'll just die hard because my God is with me~ =)

I was being so excited to meet the Pastor Philip Mantofa who is a Indonesia Chinese after i had read his book 'Before 30'.In this book he shared bout the experience he got saved by God from the spiritual life when he was a youth and the new life he grow within Him.

During the conference I did learned a lot things from him as loving God such a beautiful & sweetest thing in the world.As romantic as u want~

He's the most humble guy i had never met!Eii don't play play eh he show the world that Christian can be the funniest guy in the world but not those dull boy who having a thick layer of dust on the clothes.hahahah
Thank you so much for letting me know to give all of mine for God's kingdom's cause!!!

He gave a talk of the topic 'A trip to hell' .
He shared the experience given by God went to hell and what he saw to warn every lost soul.Which is a such horrible experience even for him as a pastor who know very well that he will not going to that place!

Til before this i know my God is loving me but yet don't know how much the love will be? As it's a hard thing for me to imagine the angels and ghost thingy as in the fairy tales even as a christian.
I never think bout the hell where the punishment will be taking place as for the responsibility what we're doing now. After i read the book i can tell u all that it's more horrible than you can imagine.

Please take your responsibility for what you are doing now!

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Just let me show u the true scene of revival in Taiwan..

Thanks for awakening my soul and show me the way to love my Lord!!

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Last but not least just let me kindly proclaim to you how great is our God------JESUS
please take in mind that he's not just a figure in a story!

how can i not love You more and more til forever from my heart..